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I wan't to draw! I ahve no idea what to draw, but I fell like it anyway.. something will end up on the paper, hopefully something good! But no. I'm siting at the library, i've got no paper ande no pen! This sucks... Laetly I've got no insperation, since I started the drawing class in school my mind goes blank everytime I try to draw something - not good. And everytime I look at something old I've painted I think "oh, how pretty.. No, wait. That's not pretty, I wanna do better!". I hoped that I would be able to relax this holiday and therethru get new ideas and a chance to sketch them down,but ofcourse not. Any ideas of how to get newinsp

Well, today I am one year older than I was yesterday. Now I am 17... Not an age when anything apecial happens but still, another year has past by... I was thinking that I would paint something that I think has to do with birthdays.. But it will have to wait some day, today I'm too busy ^^ Anyhow, I got a sketch pad to the computer!! :D But it won't be here until a few days 'cause they had to postorder it and the mail is slow... I'm still happy though :D I have painted some stuff since last time that I feel like uploading, will do that as soon I get the scanner to work :meow:

Helluu!! I'm kind of frustrated now, I hhave filled another sketch pad with mostly crap now. And that is really annoying actually -.-' I want to draw something good, but nothing goos seems t be comming out of me D: Next year I am taking a sketching chourse and today I read the criterias for it, and it seems hopeless 'cause you have to be able to put your ideas on the paper - my ideas won't come out on the paper.. Well, today I bought a new sketch pad so I have another 50 pages to splotch on for now.. Hopefully I will suceed to do anything that is worth to upload here..  I envy all of you who can actually draw what you are thinking on a p